
There are a ton of natural remedies and medicines that I will be working with along with the decision to have a radical hysterectomy in September. A CT/pet scan was done & we have received news that those scans show that the cancer/tumor is basically contained within the cervical area, making the options for treatment a radical hysterectomy with a change of radiation if after the samples of my uterus come back positive for any signs of microscopic cancer that may have been present but not detected by the PET scan. But I was at a stage of cervical dysphasia known as CIN3, at the advice of my new OB/GYN I was to have a cone biopsy done where they dig out a large part of my cervix, they sent the tissue to be examined by pathology and unfortunately those samples came back positive for squamous cell carcinoma. The Pap smear led to abnormalities being found so that led to a biopsy where they took four samples, I was told then the samples came back non-cancerous. Either way my body and my spirits were screaming at me to go get checked so I followed up and went to Planned Parenthood for a routine Pap smear. It’s some days completely unmanageable So I had been interpreting some of the pain that I was feeling as simply just my endometriosis pain. I suffer from endometriosis which is a brutal condition that allows tissue to grow on the outside of the uterus causing a great deal of discomfort and pain throughout the months. I have recently be diagnosed with Cervical Cancer Stage 1B1, below is my story.Īfter losing a friend and my aunt within a week of each other a few months back to both cervical and endometrial cancer a few months ago I found myself listening more to my body and my body was telling me I had to go get checked. I am a student of the occult and a follower of Santa Muerte who is my mother. I am the owner and creative director for & have dedicated the last handful of years of my life to creating a magical community space online along with a line of progressive alternative ritual tools and items. My name is Natali Gonzalez, I am a 32 year old queer indigenous two-spirit trans masc alchemist & artist.

Hey babes, I write this with a heavy but hopeful heart.
